You know, when I saw the miss call from your at midnight,
I felt that is something wrong,
you always sleep and wake up early.
The regular life is quite same as the people with aged.
I worry what happened to you because I can’t find you one the whatsapp we used to chat each other.
Both of us are stayed at home and bored all
the god connect us and we can have lots of topics to chat every day.
Relax, serious and future etc…
You know, what is the first thing after I wake up in the morning,
It is not to brush my teeth or wash my face,
It is to check the message that you say “morning, Joe” to me.
I am looking forward the day coming to see what really you are.
You look serious and tired today.
You apologized you can’t attend the meet today and say your boy friend was jealous.
You also said he want to break up with you.
Boy friend! Yes! Boy friend!!!
I never heard it before.
Suddenly I feel I like the third person of a relationship in the famous drama of TW.
Although, we didn’t do anything that cross the line of friendship.
I appreciate we can respect and treasure
and happy to heard we always have good kimogi when we hang up.
Our thinking is mostly matching in many topics for the future and the next step of life.
For me, I know what we do currently is only
for the friendship,
No more deep relationship is acceptable.
Because I will be in New Zealand and u will be in Canada.
How huge distance it is,
Although I already understand it but still feel disappointed at that moment.
I have to say thank you so much.
You are younger than me but viewpoints are wider than me.
Also consider more than me.
You inspire me for some subjects I should plan but forced to ignore myself.
Also, Improve my English ability, though I still can’t converse with you in English totally and catch all your points.
I am glad we can have this kind of deeply
I believe if the decision is made in unclear information situation, that’s unfair to both sides.
We have a common consensus that we don’t know and hang out much enough to understand each other.
There is a year leaving time waiting for us, everything is possible in the next year.
You asked me if I like u?
As I told you, how could I say YES although I really like u?
if it make more trouble between u and ur boy friend,
or it a little bird told it to ur boy friend.
I can’t imagine what terrible thing will happened?
I agree everything is possible in the
Maybe few years later,
we know each other deeply and be together and to make our idea come true.
But for this moment, let us remain the friend relationship.